my mind is racing yet again
today i can't control my fuckin head
cuz it is spinning in winds
that don't exist

am i uplifed or just fuckin pissed
at the world?

what i wouldn't take
yet what i wouldn't fuckin give
just to get everything i had
here with me and back again
then id have no more good reasons to ever live
like i don't exist....

even though i already know
that none of this
actually even makes a difference
if it won't make sense
if i can't stop my head
from fuckin spinning

i mean really
cuz whether i do it all now or all
or whether i actually started it at the beginning
it wouldn't have changed a thing
because i couldn't make anything

stay at peace



kind of like this

man what i wouldn't give to live
that fuckin FREE.